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Updates, thawsoNg, etc

Fri Jun 27, 2008, 5:09 PM

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Alright so my subscription ended again
...yeaaah I'm kind of out of a job right now, and I don't think I'm ever going to get one for the summer... so I am out of cash, I'm sorry.. it's just not gonna happen anytime soon.

Anywhos, I think there's one more person who ordered a shirt, but hasn't sent out payment. If you haven't sent it out yet, it's alright if you want to back down. I can live with that

I'm really happy about the response to thawsoNg. I'm happy you guys generally like it, and the criticism is great! It really helps, if not for the page you evaluated, pages later on in the book. As for page 5, I am re-drawing that page. I know a lot of people liked the change but it just... isn't making me happy at all. And the draft I have so far is making me smile a bit more, so I think you guys will like it as well.

Besides working on thawsoNg all summer (hopefully I'll be done by the end of July) I don't have many plans before college starts up, except for maybe a new doll I am working on, and maybe even another plushie. I have tons of sketches from April and May I never posted up about inSomNium, and I have plans for tons more sketches. But it doesn't look like I am going to have a lot of time, which saddens me. I'm trying to get a job after getting fucked over about that, I'm trying to catch up with friendships that I know will most likely end as I begin school... and that along with all the personal things going on with my life everything is rather stressful.

I am behind on pages, I'm lethargic, and it's hard to get through the summer if you don't have a much of a will to live per se.. so all I am trying to say is that I am trying, I'm trying so hard. The only thing keeping me going right now is my pitch, which is thawsoNg. And I know like in the real world, when I'm doing art for money (finally), that I can't let my emotions hinder me from being able to draw like it has... but I am learning, and I hope.. I'm trying to get through this.

If you were wondering, you can follow my blogs on myspace. I've given up posting too many personal things here on my deviantART. It's much quieter over there, and it's easier to just freewrite knowing that (almost) two thousand people aren't going to be alerted about your mental break down. So there ya go.

I am so, so greatful to have all of you.. you have no idea what it means to wake up and know there's people out there that know you and your work exists, and that they enjoy it, and that it changes them somehow. I have never imagined getting this popular (whatever you want to call it) this soon in my "career" (which is really just developing) but like.. this is beyond my wildest dreams. And I just keep setting my goals higher.. that's all I can do is keep reaching.

All my love to you, and I hope all is well--

atmosBLUE

by the way, for some reason I can't change my mood on my journal? I guess dA is broken for a bit either way I'm not surprised. Anyway, I'm not eager at all. I'm just sort of down.
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~Bleeding-Abyss

Jun 27, 2008, 5:42:25 PM

Nyu~ I've been having the same problem... CURSE YOU dA AND YOUR LACK OF ABILITIES TO FIX MY MOODSSSSS!!

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~SandyChan

Jun 27, 2008, 6:41:18 PM

Aww ;-;~ I know it sucks not to have a sub e.e~

And yeah, your new comic is just lovely (*_*! I really adore the colors and just how bubbly but different it is ~

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Jun 27, 2008, 11:00:40 PM

_{dawww, we luv yew tooo <3
[that is my new favorite "plz" by the way XD]}

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=Jakaru666

Jun 28, 2008, 7:37:24 AM

Well, you're not out of subscribtion anymore.

I think it's rather sad if you had to go through this summer, without subscribtion... *gasp*

You know I admire your art and I really couldn't help myself sorry. >_>;

- enjoy

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=atmosblue

Jun 28, 2008, 10:12:18 AM

didn't... didn't you just give me a subscription?????

what the fuck??

I love you.

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=Jakaru666

Jun 28, 2008, 11:39:21 AM

No probs. ~~

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=oOBaka-Nek0Oo

Jun 28, 2008, 12:37:19 PM

hu.. i can't change my mood too T___T

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~morbidpumpkin

Jun 28, 2008, 4:12:51 PM

i cant fix mine either!! but i love you!! i know how you feel i get like that when i draw sometimes too! its ok!! if you ever need to talk im here

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